Today
I watch the sun take over the cloudless sky
I feel the cool,soft wind brush my hair
Usually I care for what I am thinking
But today is different
As I melt all my feelings into the wind blown trees
My emotions are elaborate, tame, and sad
Somehow god brings my mind at peace
The notes from the chime ring a soft, played melody in my ear
I feel a sence of want, yern, and devotion now
I want to sing, cry, and feel lonely at once
Sometimes I don't understand how a heart could hold so many feelings at once
But mine does
Its not enough to be miserable but to want to
I sit and watch everything I love die
It's like my heart can't take it anymore
All I want is to be happy
but to be happy is a gift from god not something you work at
So I sit and wait for happiness to come and take me over
I watch and feel it come and go, like time that is never used
As my heart beats calm, my mind is always wondering
Wondering for love, hope, the things that give me joy
My life is a circle that spins and never stops
But someday it will!
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I have a book called Bobbi Brown Teenage Beauty(everything you need to look preety, natural, sexy, and Awesome) This is a book you can buy($ 18.00) and in fact it is a best seller. In case you don't know who Bobbi Brown is, she is a famous makeup artist and this is partly what she says in the begining........" I wanted to do a book for teens because I see so many beautiful girls who don't appreciate what is special about them. It's easy to find whats preety in other people but in ourselves we tend to see only what we don't like......" To me that begining was inspiring and get this it's a makeup guide to improve your beauty by not overly exagerating yourself. She goes on to say this....."We can change our hair color and even our eye color. We can improve our bodies and our skin texture. We can learn to use makeup to emphasize our eyes or downplay a feature. But self-acceptance involves learning to live with(and treasure) those fundemental things we can't change-our height, build, skin color, strong nose, pale skin, freckles, etc.. the very features that make each of us beautiful and Unlike anyone else!!!" Her idea of a perfect make over is to make a girl pretier, Naturally! I feel that is important. So if you can't find that perfect face I dare you to look at this book. It is jammed packed with makeup tips and beauty tips to make your life better. Plus you don't have to hide your face to the world. Making your natural beauty come out and say HII
I am sexy!! 